" Be Your Own Self "

[" Be Your Own Self "]

Emotional Hell 🔥

I’m in emotional Hell but it’s hell so I don’t need to stop here , all i need to find a door to get out from here ,,,

But ,,,

The Problem is I don’t see the door , where is the door , how to get out from here when there’s is no door here .

Maybe ,,

I looked forward to only problems or maybe I’m afraid of the imaginary situations that’s never gonna happen in my real life , maybe these problems aren’t there that’s the reason why I’m not being able to see the door ?

I tied myself for too long , that I’m not being able to cut my own leash ,

Hope one day I’m being able to free from here i don’t know when ,

But i promise myself that I’ll find a way to get out from this mess ,

I found myself again , I’m being able to free from here sure .

I want a life of peace and quiet but there’s no adventure and fun in this that’s the reason why god put me here , maybe all they want is to let me feel the thrill of survival journey that i never ever forget, after all it’s a hell ride without any safety belt or precautions

I’m not weak person and to understand that firstly the most important thing that i need to do is to understand that yes I’m being weak in this time and to be able to accept the fact needed a lot of courage and strength that’s the reason I’m weak but not exactly weak

I survived many worse things in my life so in front of all these negatives, worst and trauma that’s nothing it’s just a phase and it gone with time because time never be the same it always change no matter what so trust the timings have faith in god and faith in myself 😇

So, I’ve been through a lot , so there’s is emergence need of love , support, a breakthrough all the negatives ans most importantly be kind to myself have mercy on me 💜 let’s have faith patience and trust in myself I’m Survivor I’m not the person who easily give up so i promise myself to never give up on me 🥰

TIME CHANGES

NOTHING IS STILL

SO I NEEDED TO BE CHANGE

SO I WILL 😇💜

THE SUN 🌄 GOES DOWN AND IT COMES BACK UP

THE WORLD 🌏 TURNS AROUND NO MATTER WHAT

IF IT ALL GOES WRONG , NEVER LOSE HOPE , NEVER LOSE FAITH,

HAVE TRUST 😇

HAVE FAITH AND BELIEVE 🥰

HAVE SOME LOVE 💜 FOR MYSELF

MOST IMPORTANTLY NEVER GIVE UP 😉

YOU’RE FIGHTER YOU WILL SURVIVE 🔥

IT’S JUST THE TIME IS NOT IN MY FAVOUR BUT IT WILL SOMEDAY 😉

SO LET’S WAIT UNTIL AND WORK HARD AND PREPARE MYSELF ☺️

TO FIGHT AGAINST IT WITH COURAGE 🔥AND FIRE 🔥

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[" Be Your Own Self "]

God 💫, Goals 🔥 , Growing 🌱 And Glowing 🌠

1. GOD 💫

No matter what happen in our life , It could be bad or even worse effect on our life we should never ever leave the hand of god , we should never leave the hope , faith and trust and always have that belief that someone’s is above us and he is always protecting us from bad things happen in life 😇

AND ,

In our good times never ever forget to thank back 💞 because the belief, trust, faith and hope is that what keeps us alive 💜🤗 in conclusion in bad or good always have trust and faith 😇💜

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[" Be Your Own Self "]

HIRAETH

I don’t Know where I’m?

I don’t know what to do?

I don’t understand what’s going on ?

I don’t know what’s good for me?

I don’t know what’s wrong with me ?

I forget how to live maybe or i just lose interest in living ?

All those things are making sense or not?

Why I’m the only one here who have a lot of typical questions without any specific answers,

Maybe I’m not the only one right, there are so many people around the world who is struggling with this without saying anyword .

A HOMESICKNESS FOR A HOME WHICH YOU CANNOT RETURN ,

A HOME WHICH MAYBE NEVER WAS ,

THE NOSTALGIA ,

THE YEARNING ,

THE GRIEF FOR THE LOST PLACES OF YOUR PAST .

SHE GETS HOMESICK ,

NOT FOR PLACES ,

BUT FOR PEOPLE.

ONE’S SHE NEVER MET ,

SOME SHE BARELY KNOWS ,

SOME WHO HAVE BEEN IN HER LIFE LONGER THAN SHE REALISED .

IT ALWAYS AMAZED HER ,

HOW FAR THEY COULD SEEM ,

EVEN IF THEY WERE SITTING RIGHT BESIDE HER .

LIFE IS A DIFFICULT JOURNEY,

THAT’S THE REASON WE ALL LOVE AND CHERISH IT ISN’T IT .

[" Be Your Own Self "]

Unanswered Questions

Lots of Questions are running at the speed of light in mind , but i don’t know the answers of any

I want to do so many things in my life , but I’m not being able to do now, is this being considered not normal , or I’m lazy or hopeless or worthless for not doing the things what i have to do ,

So many things in happen in life so many responsibilities i have to fulfill , am i enough to do all this ? Am i doing all right or I’m just stuck in me ???

Many confusion so many problems but I can’t see what to do next or what i have to do this for sort this messed life ,,,

Yet , I’m doing my best , I’m fighting for what i want as i thought , I’m survivor i had to be strong right ?

I hope all things will be back on right track , i found a way to solve all my problems , i overcome through all this,,,

From now let’s be strong and fight for for ourselves and for love💜

The soul always knows what to do to heal itself, the challenge is to silence the mind.

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Falling Star 🌠

Lately I don’t know how to act , how to react , what to say , what I don’t need to say , whom to share , whom not to be , where should i stay stuck between the two places like travelling in two boats at the same time,

Don’t understand what to stressed about? Don’t understand if i should Trust myself or not , should I rely on my loved ones or not , nothing seems too difficult right now but nothing seems easy at all,

Don’t Know what to do , what don’t, where to stay , where to leave , whom to trust , whom to share , where find myself at ease & peace, it’s just feel like falling in a deep lake without knowing if i need to be swim or drowning down at the deepest end ,

Nothing feels wrong but nothing feels right at all , if the whole world around me is wrong , or it’s just me ? who’s falling down , a lot of insecurities , lot of questions , lot of anxiety with a whole pack of free stress ,

Feels Like I’m being comfortable with this uncomfortable feeling , Need to be get out or just need to be lay down with this mess if it is a mess, just feel falling down and down and down……

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[" Be Your Own Self "]

Sometimes You’ll Have To Fight For A Dream That No One Else Can See But You

Your Dream Is Only Your Dream , Your Aim Is Only Your Aim , Your Vision Is Only Your Vision , So Only You Need To Believe It , Trust It And Have Faith On It ,,,

Work Hard For Whatever you wanted in your life , because it’s no one’s responsibility to work on your dream & help you to achieve it , of course your close one’s will help you , But it’s about you so don’t be easy on your dream ,,

WORK ON IT ,,,

MADE SACRIFICE ,,,

BUT NEVER LEAVE YOUR DREAM …

It’s not easy to do for sure , but if you had a big dream in your life you must paid enough for that , so never be afriad by any troubles , struggles and pain , because that only comes in between to made you strong and fearless🔥

Never Lose faith , never lose hope , never stop believing in yourself , if you can dream it you cam achieve it for sure , just never ever give up on that ………

NEVER GIVE UP🔥

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[" Be Your Own Self "]

IS IT OKAY FOR ME TO BE THAT MUCH HAPPY?

I Often Ask Myself Whenever I feel happiness too much or maybe just enough that i needed but , this thought this question always comes straight to my mind AM I Deserving ? It’s Allow for me to be that kind ?

I Tied Up myself for so long that i forgot how to free myself ,,, maybe that’s the reason behind it …

But , I hope one day I’m being able to be freely happily before , after and during of this happy and joyful feelings of mine🤗💜

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[" Be Your Own Self "]

LOST SOUL ….

Distracting yourself with work, movies, hobbies, studying, going out, exercising, all of these can be good coping mechanisms for stepping out of an mental health crisis, but when done in moderation. When you cannot stop doing things to distract yourself all the time from the pain you are feeling, that is completely unhealthy because it keeps you from facing your true feelings about the problems you have.

The only way those problems will ever stop affecting you so harshly is if you confront them, ask for help, and allow yourself to make the best decisions for your healing, instead of making short-term impulsive decisions that will only momentarily take your mind away from your troubles.

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[" Be Your Own Self "]

For her the ocean was more than a dream, it was a place she needed to visit to find herself and when she returned to the city, you could see the sun in her eyes, the wind in her hair, and taste the infinite salt on her lips.

[" Be Your Own Self "]

Every one of us is losing something precious to us. Lost opportunities, lost possibilities, feelings we can never get back again. That’s part of what it means to be alive.

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